The morning rises like my friend's anxiety as she fumbled into
a bottomless black of pens, ID cards and burqa before that
board exam, before that policewoman searching for heaven
at the bottom of Shabnam's canvas bag, at the far end of
Churchgate station. The limp, shapeless sack that had freedom
scrawled near the zip (in florescent pink) smells like my
please and Shabnam's pleas and Kim bursting into our-father
who-art-in-heaven. The policewoman's irritation as she finally let
Shabnam go is twenty minutes too late, twenty years in weight. As my
phone pings India's medal tally at the Paris Olympics, our country
is everywhere on Shabnam's feed, who types: So excited, can't sleep. Awake?